Happiness, where are you?

from the movie HAPPINESS..

It seems the things  I've wanted in my life                  
I've never had  
                   
And so it's no surprise that living only leaves me sad   
                   
Happiness, where are you?   
                   
I've searched so long for you    
                   
Happiness, what are you?                   
I haven't got a clue

Happiness, why do you have to stay...
                  
So far away...   
                   
From me?
     
When I'm in despair and life has turned into a mess   
                   
I know I don't dare to end my search for happiness
                 
Happiness, where are you?